Imperfections

From Joe Carnival:

I’m guessing some of you have now gathered the blog is now private. Throughout the course of this journey we have learned there are different types of people. People always ask how you’re doing but not everyone is really interested in the whole answer. I’ve also discovered the people who truly care, and want to know how you’re doing, are not necessarily the ones you would expect.

It has felt good to share this story and I’m not embarrassed or ashamed that it’s now out there. However, we’ve decided to only share it with the people who want to share in this part of our lives. It’s also been inspiring to hear from others who are having their own personal struggles and have been inspired by this story. Someone who I truly admire wrote to us saying ‘Even the Good Lord excepted help when carrying His Cross’. I suppose this example of our Lord accepting help in a time of need makes the point better than I could ever put into words. I hope more people who are struggling also find comfort in this example and swallow their pride enough to say they need help. If anyone knows of someone who might be encouraged by following this blog, please send their email and we would be happy to include them in the blog.

The truth is, I’m not sure how this story will end and each day is a new surprise. Today was no different when Liz found out her liver function was not where it should be and the radiation treatment was canceled. Who knew someday we would ever be in a position of hoping for radiation. This news was a difficult blow because we were praying to get over this stage of her treatment. Despite this news Liz stay’s positive. She had a good cry, pulled herself together and went to work. I’m not sure how she does it but she is more positive than most people I know. I try and follow her example but most day’s she keeps me more positive than me her. I know this is one of my imperfections and is something I’m trying hard to work on. Speaking of imperfections, Liz’s imperfections pale in comparison to the size of her sprit, heart, and generosity.

To Liz- I will be by your side throughout each and every day of this fight. You are an amazing person and have the biggest heart I know. I know someday we will find meaning in this struggle. Until then, we are in it together and have now found love and support in some wonderful people who really want to know the whole story. I love you honey and thanks for being you. I wouldn’t want it any other way.