Today is the day....

It is still quiet in my house, Joe and the kids are all still asleep. It's cloudy outside, such a perfect day to sleep in. shockingly, I slept much better than I would have thought. It's hard to believe I have been putting this day off for over 2 1/2 years. I am nervous to begin, but also looking forward to finally being medication free. I know I saw this in every post, but thank you!! For all of the love and support, meals, CD mixes etc. You all are making me stronger and giving me the courage to face this head on. Joe and my mom on going with me today, and my younger sister is watching the kids. We tried to explain to Emma last night that I had to go to the DR everyday for awhile, at I will probably be really tired. I don't think she fully understood (how can she, I don't think Joe and I do either.) but she was very sweet and concerned. I am hopeful this will effect the 2 of them as little as possible. Well, I am off to do mommy stuff before heading to my first radiation treatment. I will update as to how the first treatment goes. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers!